...

it wasn't that bad. nothing that simple ever is.

i'm still not really out of my "dip", and i don't really see myself taking any kind of action to it in the near future.

and none of my commitments matter at all. i need to learn to just take a nap sometimes.

i've been in full swing on either something that doesn't matter or something that i should've put more time to since like, january... and this is my longest summer yet...

i was worrying about how to spend it. i think that's what it is. and seeing people my age do things with code and art was making me feel a little uncomfortable.