...hyyyeeeaaaawnn...

there were definitely times where i worried i wasn't trans anymore. i liked presenting as fem online but that would get old too.

this isn't the first time i was thinking this, either. i'd been messing with the thought since november last year, around when i made my wetdry account.

it's especially worrying to think this way when i'm meant to have a clear mind.

also, when i found out that these schedules were ultimately not that great for me, that was like my big mental health breakthrough that week.

but i can only scope down so much before it starts to feel a little pathetic.

i think if you run with a single wave, then you might make it through...