...aughh...

and getting out of this rut was a good feeling. there was definitely an acute dip in here, where it felt like depression.

i got worried that i might not enjoy things anymore. and making something light felt like the way to fix it.

...do you see now how i couldn't relax this month? no work made me antsy, too much made me depressed.

this blog is ridiculous, but it's still a commitment. and i'm at least enjoying making this one, so you don't need to worry about playing it.

i set up a few more commitments, to keep my hands busy. i bought a bunch of steam games that i'll never play. i wanted to write a sketch each week.

none of this has become straining, at all. but i get the feeling it will in months to come.

uhm, if you let me go under a peak in the waves, maybe i'll go a little higher...